Start a new.

i don't wanna risk it.

2010-07-22T03:50:00.001+08:00

" I don't wanna wait in vain for your love" -Bob Marley

FLUSHED

2010-07-20T03:43:00.001+08:00

Hi,we are Flushed.
and we are awesome!

2010-07-18T17:51:00.002+08:00

behind every paranoid guy,
lies a girl who once had all his trust.

not this time.

2010-06-28T04:35:00.001+08:00

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON’T lie to her
27. DON’T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT’S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back—feels good
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold—thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger—feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard…but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind—loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don’t ignore her or be nervous around her—everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you’ll be good to go.

i won't repeat the same mistake,
trust me.

life,will flash before my eyes.

2010-06-21T14:07:00.000+08:00

the path ahead is so unclear.
from where i am i can't tell whats in store.
i guess i'll have to keep walking.
even if it leads to a deep hole.
cause i sure as hell would not want to be looking back anymore.
i miss you.

End Of Holidays

2010-06-13T05:44:00.003+08:00

that marks the end of holidays.
sunday left.
maybe i'll just rest at home.
i had a long 2 weeks holiday.

SENTOSA

SHEESHA

BEATS ENCORE CAMP

everything seems to be going well in the Beats Encore.
awesome!

busy

2010-06-11T01:42:00.001+08:00

this isn't holidays.
you know its so hard to meet,
yet you're doing this?
nice.
you gonna regret okay.

1st Week

2010-06-05T02:01:00.003+08:00

omfg,
damn tired.
replug camp,gerek.
wild.
waiting for Beats Day Camp.

ah yes....
interested?
come on down!
see you there!

it hurts when you say this,
yet you mean that.

Tea Party

2010-05-26T01:39:00.003+08:00

and.........
MUSE CAME TO SINGAPORE.
hahaha,
ya right.......

many many many commitments.
man,im so tired. :(
maybe we'll never be ready.
then why waste time?
why bother?

Neutron Star Collision

2010-05-19T02:11:00.002+08:00

for you ,

I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that…

Our love would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I said never
'Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
Halos fail to glisten
You try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen

Hail, the preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they’ll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we’ll die, we’ll die together
And lie, I say never
‘Cause our love could be forever

Now I’ve got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
And we’ll die, we’ll die together
Lie, I will never

i'll step back.

Flinstone

2010-05-14T01:40:00.003+08:00

thanks eh Mulan!

ahahaha,
flinstone eh...........

Zesty Mob

2010-05-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

ZESTY MOB

The night’s getting older, and the moon just got brighter.
My phone’s ringing, and I’m not sure who’s the caller.
I’m out with my friends, just hopping around.
Drowned in the crowds, the lights and the sounds.

All my friends are here, standing ear to ear.
We’ll just be, singing together.
It’s getting better, and even better.
I’m losing myself to this atmosphere.

Its’ just another Saturday, and I know I’ll be

Standing in the midst of the zesty mob,
Leaving behind all the thoughts and rage,
And just dance to the band on stage,
And feel the adrenaline.

Woahhh...

Lights in my eyes, sounds in my head.
This feeling, will never ever fade.

All my friends are here, standing ear to ear.
We’ll just be, singing together.
It’s getting better, and even better.
I’m losing myself to this atmosphere.

Its’ just another Saturday, and I know I’ll be

Standing in the midst of the zesty mob,
Leaving behind all the thoughts and rage,
And just dance to the band on stage,
And feel the adrenaline.

we need a new song,pronto..

YOG

2010-05-09T15:43:00.002+08:00

geeeeeeereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
i heard that there is an invitation for NDP again?
ah max,i want join.
and till then i'll see you again?
i hope not,
see you very soon :)

YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES!

2010-05-06T03:08:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT!
i miss Bloco mates very many many.
hope we still have it when we play together later.
lets go get those asses at Cineleisure dancing to Samba!
oh ,and see you later Int :)

eleven.
one more month left.

SLA FIESTA

2010-04-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

JOIN BEATS ENCORE.
hahaha.k bye.

from my point of view,the people signing up this year are.....
ooo,cutes ah.ahhahahhahahah
next up,
YOG FLASH MOB.. :)
ahh tired...

Alycia Tan , tua.

2010-04-26T00:59:00.004+08:00

NUR ALYCIA TAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
dah 14 seh.
tkde difference lah actually.

ahahaha

have a great birthday nye day,
and keep up the lameness.
me love you.
takecare.!

hang on.

2010-04-25T12:13:00.005+08:00

ahahahahaahaha,
i don't know what to say.
but its just so pathetic.
go try change back please :(
its ruining me image...

Liyana Banana,please be strong.
my deepest condolences to you and your family members.
in life,we face many obstacles.
this is just one of them you have to get through.
so keep hanging on. :)

Please lahhh

2010-04-24T14:55:00.003+08:00

putting phrases of wisdom will make you look extra stupid darling,as you already are.the only solution i can think of,is that you stop putting all these act smart status,cause pretty obvious all the english lessons you had were pretty much useless.
ahhahaha.i just hope you will fail pathetically,and then i'll go straight to your face,and i'd say "KAU MEMANG BODOH NAK MAMPOS."aahahaha,yeah im evil.i never wish for the best towards people like you.just DON'T EVER come to me again.you disgust me ,seriously. bleargh!

JB get away.

2010-04-19T03:15:00.003+08:00

awesome + fucking tiring.
hahahahha,
i want go again.
next time,a holiday ?
ahhahaha,
time to save up.

Jam & Hop 2010

2010-04-19T03:07:00.002+08:00

WE ROCK!

Jam and Hop

2010-04-15T02:33:00.002+08:00

3000 audience?
wah fuck.
best night ever.
thank you freshies for making the jam and hop a successful one.
and of course Beats Encore.
we played well.
woot woot.
and also,
Capoeira cikaro for the collaboration.
ahhaha,
perform together again!

WE ROCKS JAM & HOP 2010!
cheers.

Slow me down

2010-04-13T05:24:00.004+08:00

i think im going too fast.
i tried to slow down.
but,you ain't doing shit.

JAM AND HOP.

be there.
see you all ,
and lets rock.

and please give us mics,
like come on. -.-

ah yes,i want to change blog skin.
at the same time,I've been sucking at it for the past 5 years.
help?hahahaha

please don't slow me down,
if I'm going in too fast (:

Confused

2010-04-07T04:04:00.002+08:00

i know it ain't a big deal.
i shouldn't be reacting this way.
but i just did.
why?
i really don't know.
it just matters alot to me.
and i don't know why.
maybe you do,
i don't know.
all i know is that,i do miss you.

Ten Ten

2010-04-06T03:58:00.003+08:00

i won't say a thing.
its too late,
and its no use.
but I'm pretty sure,
you know what .

2010-04-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

the pain in the neck chalet.

ahahahaha,
i had a good time.
long live Selipar Pakcik Binte Seluar.
and hope then myzan catches the frog.
if you know what i mean.
after all,
1 frog jump into the well,BOOMZ.

i feel the heat.

2010-03-28T02:46:00.003+08:00

having a 38.3 degrees Celsius heat running through me body during a well planned weekends ISN'T fun at all.Desperately trying my best to get well. I have SHIT LOADS of things planned.Damnit.

the only reason we can't be together,
is that i don't ever want to lose you. (:

My Name Is Syazwan

2010-03-27T06:46:00.002+08:00

we see the beauty with our eyes,
but imperfection can only be perfected through our hearts.

that is what i learn.
nothing is perfect for everyone,
but that doesn't matter.
as long as I'm perfect for you (:

Bumble Bee

2010-03-25T05:32:00.003+08:00

even upstage,
we have to fake a smile,
fake a laugh,
fake a mood.

tell me ,is nothing realistic in this world?
can i be myself?
can i frown?
can i not laugh?
can i be moody?
why NOT?????

2 more upcoming shows.

4 April:some Senior Minister Goh thing at Marina.
(Beats Encore's first public showcase)

14 April:Jam and Hop Orientation Camp.
(FOR ALL YOU 1 TO MOVE TO THE BEATS OF OUR DRUMS AND HAVE A GOOD TIME.)

yeah yeah,busy like a bee.
practices,rehearsals,preview,full run.
tired nak mampos.
But good.
lesser time to think about bulls and shits.
lets work hard and make a good show okay guys?

plans to get high before Jam & Hop.
on pa khai?
hahahah,
dah high kite ALL OUT ah!
okay gooooooo!

i swear she looked like you!
yalah,i obsessed with you.
OBSESSED EH?
hahahahhahaha!

i suck at your game

2010-03-24T04:07:00.004+08:00

you're sending out all signs clues,
of which i really can decipher.
but one thing i know,
its either you're confused,
or you're playing your game again.
why not you tell me.
oh wait,i doubt you know.
Any guy would have given up,
would have thrown the towel.
would give way,
after all that you did.
but hey,persisted at least.
and i DID try my best.

I'm putting all these to an end.
before we get hurt.
before i get hurt.
I'm giving up.
I'm throwing the towel.
i hope i'll meet another you.
or better.

furball

2010-03-22T01:53:00.003+08:00

noisy lil asshole.
hahaha.
go and sleep lah,
stop meow-ing already.
or i'll goreng you.

a month is almost up,
its about time i give up.
or not.

Meow

2010-03-21T06:43:00.002+08:00

you,
annoying,
adorable
little beast.
just what do you want?
i really don't understand cat language.
my bad.

eh aah,name dier Lame.
lame pe.ahahhahaa

Tan

2010-03-15T05:08:00.002+08:00

every night,
no matter how down i am,
no matter how dark it gets,
you'll leave a smack of smile on my face,
leave me a bagful of laughter and joy.
i appreciate that.
Lamernizer :D

you the reason i'm strong

I'm always late,always.

2010-03-11T01:59:00.007+08:00

some times,
i pray hard to God.
to curse me with Amnesia
to take my memory away.
be it the good ones,
or the bad ones.

therefore,i told myself:
don't remember what happen when you were together.
don't remember the happy moments you share.
don't think of the moments you kissed.
don't think of the times you overcame all odds together.
don't remember when you hugged in the cold.
don't remember the piggy back rides.
don't remember the dates you have been to.
don't remember the places.
don't remember the food.
don't remember the bus rides.
don't remember the betrayal.
don't remember the pain.
don't remember the fights.
don't remember the messages.
don't remember the late phone calls.

But remember
Syazwan,
She was in your life.
She was your life.
on that date,
on that time.
She was there.
She was here.

if you speak of me,
if you ever mention about me,
Please say nothing bad.
But simply say this.
"He tried.But too late"
and nothing else,
please.

this post,is nothing.
i'm not trying to gain anything out of it.
no sarcasm,
no insulting,
nothing of such sort.
just pouring my heart out.
and I'll go through this pain,
Myself.

i am still waiting,but i don't know what i am waiting for.

paisey tosay

2010-03-09T02:57:00.004+08:00

Sorry.
i don't think I'm ready,
i doubt i will ever be.
cause im still waiting though,
for a reason or two.
and only i will understand.
don't expect you to.
(:

Stop

2010-03-09T02:10:00.002+08:00

will you please,
stop haunting me,
just for one fucking night.
i need a break.

go get your shovel

2010-03-08T04:32:00.002+08:00

i heard Paramore was a blast?
im sure it was.
but not as great at Muse thats for sure.
woohooo.
but damn,
Hayley,you look so hot in them leopard pwingzxz.

im tired and i want to settle down.
i made the first call damn it.
its you,who can't be bothered.
why not just admit,
just what else?
what now?
im serious,
you're not.

i smell a reunion coming.
i miss all of you.
so please,
cooperate.
or i'll shove this crochet up your asses.
(:

8 fished

2010-03-07T04:44:00.000+08:00

i spent this Saturday quite well.
slept from 5.30am-8.30pm.
ahhh gerek..dry holidays i know.

i need to jam pronto.
waiting for the guys to decide.
i cant be bothered going around asking 'when you free'.
you got the date tell me,i book.settle.

Meanwhile, adek has been acting wierd.
or should i say acting perfectly normal?
hahaha,lame jokes and all.
surprisingly im entertained by your lame jokes.
but still,you are lamer no doubt. <3

yay its Sunday.
can sleep all the way till night again.hahaha
mens kapa....

it seems that you can't be bothered.
well why should i then.ciao.. (:

2010-03-03T13:32:00.002+08:00

still traumatised by 3rd Feb anyone?
i am :)

don't think too highly of yourself.
it'll lead to your downfall.
and then we'll see who is actually falling.
me or you :)
cause you know i don't pull,never pull.
or at least not anymore.
so its up to,ermmm.
entah :)

since i met You.

2010-03-03T05:03:00.003+08:00

damn it,
i really miss my old hair :(

was kinda looking at my old blog.
its really really underground.ahaha,can't think of anyone who can find it.lol
but yeah,what a huge difference it was back then and right now.
i dont know which one i should appreciate though.
or which one is better.
given the choice,i really don't know to move back in time or to go on with life right now. :/
confused motha-F.

well i guess things really do change over a period of time.
like right now,but yeah.
im accepting the changes,but,slowly.
i know i shouldn't have done 'it'
maybe im just so used to hearing your voice right before i can calmly shut my eyes and go to sleep.
oh wells,not anymore i guess. :D

Class chalet later,away for 3 days.
should i be the mischievous me? ^^
hehehehehe.
not this time.i don't feel like facing another set of 44 days.
and i promise,this time,
i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY will behave.ahahaha
but,even if i lose control,you all jaga me okay? <3
ahahaaha

ps:i need a job.but i don't feel like working.
the irony -.-

$

2010-03-01T07:16:00.004+08:00

im gonna get that customized one day.
ahahaha,as if.
im gonna need like alot of money lah.
dang.money money money.
no money,no honey,no bini.
aiyaaaa.

There is more to this,i know.

2010-02-28T14:57:00.003+08:00

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a boring week over.
now the week I've been looking forward to.
heee :D

Chingay 2010

2010-02-25T06:01:00.003+08:00

CHINGAY 2010

2nd row.lol nervous.

McSpicy date dok..ahahah

aftershow,extremely tired.

Syed Ahmad,thank you.i learnt alot and had a great time.

now that chingay is over,im gonna miss playing music with you guys man.
NDP 2010 okay? :)

and sunday,hope it turns out well.

im going with the flow beb, just sitting here,
not doing anything.
but i don't know lah eh.
i tried,and i failed.
what else can i do? hah!ciaozxz

School's Out

2010-02-13T02:05:00.003+08:00

finally the semester is over.
gonna miss my classmates though.
see you all during chalet.
shukri,you're gonna die.
fucking penyu.
hahaha

so now,HOLIDAYS!
got a job though.
a promising one even.
haha,we'll see.

i don't give up (:

Big Night Out 2010

2010-02-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

I'm lost for words.

Definitely the best gig ever.

i wish i could rewind time.

back to where MUSE WILL PLAY THE TOTAL SET LIST OF 18 SONGS !!

please come again,Muse.

Illuminati

2010-02-02T01:05:00.009+08:00

THIS IS A EDUCATIONAL POST.

ahahah,macam faham.
so,there's this interesting topic in school about Illuminati which i find rather fascinating.
I'm bored.Lets do some research.
GOT VIDEOS!SCROLL DOWN.but must read for background Information.

So what is Illuminati?

(click to enlarge and read)

A conspiracy theory which seeking to take control of the world.
In this case,Illuminati is a secret society which makes use of media and other resources to influence the world with hatred and despair.

Illuminati worship Satan.
(sorry i used Hellboy,scared ah)

The Illuminati are nothing but pawns in the hands of Satan, tools to be manipulated in his conflict with God. The fate of the Illuminati will be the same as the fate of their lord, Satan/Lucifer, who will be cast into the lake of fire.Thus,Illuminati are worshipers of Satan.

How does Illuminati spread its messages.

The Illuminati are a recurring theme in popular culture. They appear in many fictional works across many genres, appearing in print, in film, in songs, in video games, etc.

notice the Illuminati Eye behind MJ's 'They don't care about us' music video?

Isn't Jay-Z's pose similar to the Illuminati Eye?

(click to enlarge)
even in 1 dollar US bills

hahaha,Nickelodeon.spot the eye?

BELOW ARE 2 VIDEOS WHICH I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU TO TAKE YOUR TIME TO WATCH AND UNDERSTAND!

MUSE

2010-01-27T00:49:00.001+08:00

ONE WEEK!
7 DAYS!
168 HOURS!
10080 MINUTES!
604800 SECONDS AND COUNTING!

RDP launch

2010-01-24T02:56:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to Rhythm De Pasion for the release of their first EP.
Nice show there guys.

Next week's a bummer.
packed every single day.
you're tired?
tell me about it lah please.

ya whatever.you're just showing me signs of unready-ness.

RP Open House 2010

2010-01-11T01:50:00.003+08:00

(Sound quality of the video is not that good,so yeah.turn down a little bit)

Finally its done.
phewwww,
Next upcoming:
Chingay.

Brick By Boring Brick

2010-01-03T05:08:00.002+08:00

hayley in blonde..ahhhh <3

New Year 2010

2010-01-01T22:18:00.003+08:00

Met Beats Encore mates at Bugis for late lunch at Swensens and slacked here and there.

went to Bedok Platform to countdown with Az,Naz,Qom,An.
and made new friends.
new friends??jeng jeng jeng.
hahahahah

encore woot woot woot~

so,resolution for 2010:i'll take whatever that is coming.

2 face,what a shame.

2009-12-30T00:52:00.003+08:00

NOW

would be super cool to meet the famous 2 faced villian from batman in person,

Tommy Lee Jones.
agreed.

it would be even cooler,to run into a two-headed snake in the wild.

agreed.

BUT
it super unfuckingly cool to have a either of these character of two face/two sided as a companion,
ESPECIALLY a CLOSE friend or someone you trust ALOT,
I'm not pointing fingers,neither am i taking any blame.
but what happened has really made me open up my eyes.
it really did,but i guess,
its too late for regrets.

percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,
percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion,percussion.

thats what I've been doing to get somethings outta my mind.to a desperate extend,
i even joined Bloco Singapura for Chingay.
Thats how desperate i am.

okay now ,i'm tired.
early night.
bye.

oh crystal ball

2009-12-28T01:59:00.002+08:00

i want you to know that,i miss you so...

Tsunami

2009-12-26T02:18:00.003+08:00

how fast time flies,
been 4 years since the last devastating Tsunami hit Asia.
Soon,its gonna be 2010.
there goes another year.
i must say,2009 was well spent.
or not.
hmm,i don't know.
not looking forward to anything except for Muse and being Eighteen.

its boxing day,
hiakdush.

Orchard Xmas

2009-12-25T03:51:00.007+08:00

Orchard was pack like shitzxz.
road blocks here and there.
human jam.
touchy people.
sweaty people.
hot people.

ooo lil devil.

2009-12-24T02:33:00.002+08:00

alright stop asking,
no i'm not going to Paramore's in March.
I don't think it will be worth it.
hmmm,
sorry Hayley<3
hahahhahaa!

TAMBORIM
meanwhile,I'm saving for this little devil here.
still thinking if i should join Bloco Singapura for the upcoming chingay 2010.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

CHALET

2009-12-23T13:57:00.003+08:00

the one who's been like a mum to me.
nono,not her care and concern.
her NAGGINGS!

think seeing mat rep sniff glue is fascinating?
well yesterday,i saw a monkey in the middle of a park sniffing AND EATING cement glue.
fierce kan..ahahahahaha

and fuck,yesterday was the worst ever man.
i won't want to do it again,and i mean it this time.

okok fine,i didnt went to Johor BE mates.I was at my class's chalet :D
sorry ah ok.kk full commitment from now on.

Our lips,can brush.

2009-12-21T01:50:00.002+08:00

a kid i met in my camp programme:

Lara Miso <3

a kid i met in my camp programme.
ISN'T SHE CUTE!
omggg!
i want to cubit cubit & gigit gigit the cheeks!!
dekni pon lagi satu sepet.
but still,i love my sepetzxzx.ahahaha

one last breath

2009-12-16T11:27:00.003+08:00

hi,its been so long.
hahah,family finally returning from KL tonight.
like,FINALLY.
better got the things i wanted,
else i ain't talking to you guys.

Last day of school in 2009 was bomb.
suppose to wake up for school,
BUT, ended up sleeping till 10.25.bleah...
there goes my engineering design grade and here comes another letter -.-
still,went to school to hang out with them peeps.
went karaoke,Grand Link.

tangan mesti ader,

I WANT TO GET WELL PRONTO,
SO,SEE YA :D

Fayra's 17

2009-12-10T09:23:00.002+08:00

Seluar Fayra,please eh.Amirul Syafiq,
you shall swim the pond in RP tomorrow.
hohohoho.
Happy Advanced Birthday man.

more pictures at Nas's multiply.

Left.

2009-12-10T01:00:00.004+08:00

Everyone,
i mean literally every single one, is giving me shit.
even You.
i mean,
what the hell is wrong with you all?
all i needed was a little honesty.
i can't believe it can get that hard.
fuck lah,i want holidays to come faster.
and i wanna get drunk,
so fuck all these.

Third Chance

2009-12-08T02:57:00.004+08:00

never have i felt so vulnerable and challenged.
i feel so weak.
a pessimist rather.

but when there's you,
the thought of looking forward to the next date lingers,always.
like waking up from sleep,with a purpose.
looking at the bright side,of every point of darkness.

so now,
im treating every moment,
every time spent together,
like its last.
cause,you never know what might happen tomorrow.

just another day.

2009-12-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

holy cow,
i woke up at 7pm today.
thats like,12hours+ of sleep.
it was a stay home saturday for me.
how awesomezxz.

i can feel that we're drifting apart,
but,oh wells
maybe,its just one sided.

i wanna hold your hand

2009-12-05T04:10:00.002+08:00

i'll hold your hands tight,
wrap my arms around you,
kiss you at the forehead,
and then i'll say,
"baby,have no fear,
cause im here.

i treasure every moment we spent together,
cause i'll never know,
it might be our last.

Dont,say you have no confidence,
dont be scared,
cause,imma be here by your side,
going through every single thing,
with you,hunn.

Wah tahm e zit harh?

2009-12-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

BILE NK TON LAGI?
ahahaha.
thanks Akhram and Razak for helping.
see you guys soon.
promise.

we joke ,
but lets not forget to be serious.

So baby tell me;

2009-11-30T02:29:00.002+08:00

i just feel like letting EVERYTHING go.
just to see how life would be.
maybe it would be better.
or,maybe,not.
cause,im sick and tired of these.
cheers

there's this barrier,
we had yet to bypass,
and will never overcome.

Day Two

2009-11-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

Haven't heard from you for the last 24 hours.
how you feeling?
everything okay?
enjoying yourself?
physically alright?

miss you,i.

come back lah walau,
i google you then you know.

you,and your mates.

2009-11-27T13:49:00.002+08:00

when,shit happens,stop blaming me okay?
fucking check your sources,
and stop talking about me.
thank you.

i have so many to things to tell,
but only one message to deliver.
oh keane,

Day One

2009-11-27T03:55:00.002+08:00

everything feels so,
i dont know.
very very different.

But I hope you're enjoying yourself ,
and that you're okay :)
here waiting...
(L) :$

Undisclosed

2009-11-26T14:53:00.001+08:00

hey you there,get your ass back from Malacca this instant.
i miss you.

Come Sunday,Pronto!

2009-11-25T14:37:00.003+08:00

line-up for Big Night Out,3 Feb 2010.

no comments ah.ahahahha

oh weekends.

2009-11-22T04:24:00.005+08:00

Weekends was not awesome at all.
i still LIMP my way to places and down with fever.
Slept 14/24hours on the Saturday and will probably do the same for today.
Still considering whether will be going down to Suntecs later to watch some Percussion mates perform.

oh and friday was Boomz.
watched 2012 with hunn.
awesome visual and audio effects,
but survivors on world's end?
oh man,the storyline is totally contradicting.

i was literally deleted.HAHAH

BIG NIGHT OUT ! M U S E

2009-11-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

SEE YOU THERE!

Beats Encore: woot woot woot !

2009-11-16T21:21:00.008+08:00

very very nervous.

here we go~

the stunt i fear most cause during practice,
i drop the stick at his part nearly half the time.
pheww.

curtain call~

take a bow.

encore: woot woot woot~

click on the links below for videos:
Full Version.good sound quality but bad video quality
PART 1.good video quality,bad sound quality
PART 2.good video quality,bad sound quality

WORLD DRUM NIGHT PERFORMANCE

2009-11-15T03:49:00.003+08:00

ENCORE:WOOT WOOT WOOT !

epic performance by Beats Encore.
we worked hard,and it payed off.
nice working with you guys.
waiting for more pictures &
finding someone who actually recorded us playing.
I WANT TO SEE MAN!
oh and ya,MY STICK DID NOT DROP.
ahahahah next performance,10 Jan 2010.

thanks to ex girlfriend for the chocolates early in the morning.
my lucky charm,ahaha (:
i mean who the hell waits under a block at 6.15 to pass chocolate,
prangai Hannah.hahaha
thank you so much <3

Kangen Banget

2009-11-14T01:59:00.004+08:00

i looked at the empty seat beside,
wishing you were here.

i stared at my phone,
waiting for a miracle.

i miss you so much,but i can't show it.
i love you,again,i can't show it.

i didn't think it would go this far.
didn't think that i would fall so deep.

i wish i can turn back time,
but that is just impossible.

i walked in the rain,
i waited under your block.

waiting for something,
but ,what the heck am i waiting for?

took a walk around the reservoir,
in tears ,so much they make up the waters there.

scent of your hair,
the handshake,
non stop tickling,
toilet visit,

so tell me,
do you think about any of these?

cause i can't stop thinking,hunn.

PERFORMANCE IS IN LESS THAN 24 hours, AND I FUCKING NERVOUS/SCARED.
i need to focus,i need to focus,i need to focus,i need to focus,i need to focus! its really hard to,especially when you have loads of things on your mind. and after what happened recently,dang,its just so fucking hard to focus.

you left without good bye

One Hundred and Sixty-Eight

2009-11-12T14:59:00.002+08:00

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THATS THE PRICE FOR BIG NIGHT OUT!
how the hell am i gonna get that much amount of money.
hell..
mom..............

Twelve.

2009-11-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

3 more days to performance.

and i screwed up the preview when my stick dropped :(
fucking paisey lah.urgh.

2 more rehearsals which end at 11pm.
awesome right?-.-
probably gonna sleepover at Sufi's so no long journeys.

and today is 12.
how fast time flies.
but well,maybe I'm thinking way too far/too much.
maybe i should just let things go naturally.
ohh,i don't know.
but.....
ahh nevermind. (:

the bigger the expectation
the greater the dissapointment.

Hayley Blondie

2009-11-11T02:06:00.003+08:00

the only reason im posting this video is because of Hayley Williams's new blonde hair <3

Blondie

2009-11-09T08:33:00.001+08:00

i think she looks GORGEOUS!

But I,don't want you to hide.

2009-11-04T23:09:00.004+08:00

Physics UT tomorrow!

whooooo!
and here i am playing game!!!
WHOOOOT!
-___________________________________________________________________-

BY THE WAY,I'm gonna be selling tickets to World Drum Night.
If never sell finish ,cannot perform.
prangai betul.
So if you're interested,approach me at MSN or Facebook.
Look below for details.

So,this hype about Muse coming to Singapore.
Using my intelligent calculation and estimation,
i need approximately 1month of eating the grass at RP's lawn in order to save enough money.
or maybe i will be selling away my Les Paul.FUCK NOT!hehe

since you're doing great,
then lets not hide anymore (:

You innocence is mine.

2009-11-04T11:00:00.002+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOO!

2009-11-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

ENLARGE THE FUCKING THING!

OH YEAH!
time to start saving up.

Sleep Walk

2009-11-03T11:07:00.002+08:00

every morning,
when i wake up,
I'm already in the toilet getting myself ready for school.
But,god knows how the hell i got there.

dalam diam diam,dia telah bergerak.
sour power masam,
okay best.

Marina Barrage

2009-11-01T16:00:00.004+08:00

ika seh..

Tomorrow's monday.
(:
Sudden excitement for school.
And only you know why.
hahaha
BUT,tests are coming up -.-
and I've been slacking for the whole sem.
i need start studying and revising.
now,where's petzxz?

More than words.

2009-11-01T05:01:00.002+08:00

ah shiiiit.
it was like a million dollar question.
i stumbled and fell.
in the end i didn't answer it.
Oh damn,
i suck at words.
Can i use something else ?

Buskut.

2009-10-30T03:22:00.004+08:00

i couldn't sleep,despite being very tired.
Thus,i watched this show,Radit dan Jani.
shiok ah,then suddenly it started to 'flood' very badly.
god knows why.
felt a wee bit better though.

gue rundu banget sama kamu deh.

Life turn's its back on me.

2009-10-30T01:28:00.005+08:00

show me the light,
in the darkest hour.

every bit is falling apart.
piece by piece,
into the abyss.

So where was that life i had,
the best i ever had.
I wish to have it back,
please,please,please.

Just when i thought things would get better,
i received a message from my mom.
totally shut me off.
Almost broke down in the middle of the hall.
Why are all these happening?
Why me?
Why now?
I'm tired,very tired.
Can't i just have a break?
People are leaving ,one by one.
All i need is a good pair of listening ear.
Family is unstable,don't ask why.
And I'm broke,very broke.
The situation my family is in,
just makes it the worst time ever for me to even ask for extra money.
Life's Good ain't it?

Dear God,
just get me through this ordeal,please.

World Drum Night

2009-10-29T10:43:00.001+08:00

(CLICK TO ENLARGE)

practices,rehersals,practices,rehersals!
what more can i ask from life.
probably the main reason why i decided to...you know.
studies had been a bitch too.
I suck in SEM II.
i feel like a noob slacker,
man,this gotta change.
UT's next week.
Fuckingly,there is also practice on that day.
I gotta start studying soon.
And i sure as hell need someone to guide me too.Petzxz? (:
i slept for 1.5 hours and i have practice today.
yay -.-

ARGH!

2009-10-29T04:36:00.000+08:00

SEPETZXZX!!

basket,im still not sleepy yet -.-

Hello

2009-10-29T04:07:00.000+08:00

Decided to start blogging again to kill time.
And yes,this is my first successful blog-skin that i modified.
fucking stressful i tell you.
It took me approximately 2 hours to just make a few changes and adjustments.
but in the end i still used the old one -.-
Off to bed,2 hours of sleep left. :(